Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
If you have watched the video of the song, The Scientist you will see that at some point it rewinds and you see the story as a whole. So I am going to follow suit and rewind the month of August.
I have so many thoughts in my head and so many things that I am not “allowed” to say and feelings about life I have and so today I need to dump. Read on or not. For some reason I feel like this might be tied to the two and a half week sinus infection that will not go away…I think sometimes energy, emotions, and illness are tied up in some way. How? Who knows just an idea from the Gospel of Dior.
August 1st the month started out with a bang…literally. I was stopped behind a car in the bank parking lot. I had just made a deposit and was waiting to turn onto the road. The car in front of me was taking selfies for a loooong time totally unaware that she was holding up a long line of traffic. I thought maybe I should honk, and then I thought, no I hate when people honk at me it seems a growing trend for people to honk at each other lately. As I thought this the F-150 behind me decided to go around and in going around I mean scraped the back of my car. After talking to the woman I realized she was not ok and maybe high. That was a whole rigmarole of a day going from she had insurance to she didn’t have insurance to she did have insurance. With me crying in the Wal-Mart stall because I needed some school supplies for my classroom and wasn’t sure how I could pay the $500 deductible and a prayer asking Heavenly Father to help me. He did, she ended up having insurance. Luckily, my car was quickly fixed and I have been going to the chiropractor a couple times a week. I didn’t think it would be a big deal but I noticed the next day my whole left side hurt and then realized it was probably from the fender bender. Day one of August.